Hard Rock Park - Ms VIP

Testing the first pic.. many more to come.. this was taken while waiting for the park to clear so the Grand Opening Event could take place!

In Memory Of...

I wanted to take a minute to remember my Father and Grandfather who were both born on this day. My Daddy would have been 59 today, so Happy Birthday Daddy! I have lit a candle for them and will burn it throughout the day today just for them. I miss ya daddy... and grandpa.. I miss u too.



Id also like to remember my wonderful Uncle Jessie and Aunt Kate and my precious Grandmother who did all they could to take care of me. I miss all of you soo much and am trying hard to make ya'll proud of me.




And, I have lost alot of precious pets over the years so id like to remember a few of them as well... RIP sweet babies.. I will see you again someday.

10 More Days!!!

Just 10 more days till my fabulous trip to Myrtle Beach and the Hard Rock Park! Ive got my airline ticket, my hotel confirmation and am counting the minutes!!! Ive got alot to do to get ready and feel like im under a lot of pressure right now between no vehicle, the trailer not being moved yet and no way to get anywhere, it makes it tough... but... I CAN DO IT!!! Check back for lots of photos and videos once I get back.. I am gonna have a blast!

Just wanted to update cause ive not blogged in a while.. I may try to start blogging daily as some theraphy for myself.. who knows.

Whoever reads this: Have a FUN-tabulous Day!!

Windin' Me Up

Windin' Me Up
by Sass Jordan


Sun's going down now
I'm one day older got to spread my wings
Shadows get longer
Still you won't let up grinding your opinions on things

Over the border
Invading my intimate territory
Now who's the fool here
Look into the mirror, baby, tell me if you like what you see

Who do you think you are
Tellin' me how I'm supposed to run my life
Who do you think you are
Guaranteed I'll hit the highway
Know I'll hit the highway tonight

So you think you're a winner
But you're losing points with every word you toss
And if you're only human
What gives you the right to be nailing me up here on your cross

I believe in compassion
I believe in some sympathy
You need self education
Before you get to slammin' what you don't like in me

Sun's going down now
I'm one day older got to spread my wings
And I'm for the highway
God gave me the reason to sing

What It's Like...

We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin for your change
the hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange
he asks a man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes
"get a job you fucking slob" is all he replied.

God forbid you ever had to walk mile in his shoes
cos then you really might know what its like to sing the blues
then you really might know what its like (what its like)

Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love
he said don't worry bout a thing baby doll, I'm the man you've been dreamin of
but 3 months later he say he wont date her or return her calls
and she swear 'god damn if I find that man Im cutting off his balls'
then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walking through the door
they call her a killer and they call her a sinner and they call her a whore

god forbid you ever had to walk mile in her shoes
then you really might know what its like to have to choose
then you really might know what its like (what its like)

Iv seen a rich man beg, Iv seen a good man sin, Iv seen a tough man cry
Iv seen a loser win and a sad man grin I heard an honest man lie
Iv seen the good side of bad and the down side of up and everything between
I licked the silver spoon, drank from the golden cup and smoked the finest green
I Stroked the fattest dimes at least a couple of times before I broke their hearts
you know where it is yo, it usually depends on where you start.

I knew this kid named max who used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs
he liked to hang out late, he liked to get shit faced and keep a pace with thugs
untill late one night there was a big gun fight and max lost his head
he pulled out his crome .45 talked some shit and wound up dead
now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of this pain
you know it crumbles that way, at least thats what they say when you play the game

god forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news
then you really might know whats its like to have to lose
and then you really might know what its like (what its like)
then you really might know what its like (what its like)
then you really might know what its like (what its like)
to have to lose.

My Handsome Nephew

My sis uploaded some new pics of my nephew... gosh, he is so handsome.. gonna be a little heartbreaker for sure...

So Excited about the Mobile Home!!

I just got back from looking at the mobile home that was given to me last week... I am so excited about it! It is bigger than the one I have, and so much nicer... there isnt really any work that needs to be done to it, and I was very surprised at how good it looked inside. It has the kitchen on the end, with the sink under the window on the end and then the stove (goes with it) and fridge (doesnt go with it) and a opening in the wall to form a bar, that opens into the dining room. It has a nice hutch built in to the wall, and is big enough for a nice sized table... I really like the dining room area alot. And theres a door that goes outside from the kitchen.

The living room is pretty good sized too and also has the main entry door... both bedrooms are pretty good sized for a mobile home and the bathroom has double sinks in it. There is a washer that goes with it that is in the hallway, and a new gas furnace that i will most likely sell since there isnt gas in my area, and I have 2 electric furnaces.. one of them is going to work for sure.

The lady also said I could have the underpinning and the awning and porch rails too! They had such a beautiful place and are apparently in good shape financially, so it was nice of them to pay it forward and give me the mobile home... Im sure it could be sold for 4-5 grand easily... its in great shape!

Im gonna call my moving man tomorrow and see how much extra its gonna cost me since he has to put the axels on.. hopefully, it wont be much. I just love, love, love the trailer and cant wait to get it to my property!

Doc appt is monday too, with a new doc.. I am so hoping it goes well cause its hard to find an afforadable doc when you dont have insurance. I'll most likely be going back to work soon too, hopefully right after the trailer gets moved, which should be with the next 2 weeks!!!

Oh.. my win came.. it wasnt the money.. it was a stuffed animal...lol.. but thats ok, I got the home given to me and thats priceless at the moment. I also won two video games worth $99 coming next week, so, it wasnt a winless week either.

More to come soon...

Anticipation...

Oh, its driving me crazy! I won an instant win sweepstakes back in january but it didnt say which prize you won at the time. It said it would be 6-8 weeks before the prizes would be sent out. I won on the very last day of the contest and the top prize in the instant win is $1000 cash! 2nd prize is $500... I would be sooo happy to win either of those and am praying that since ive not gotten anything yet and noone has posted online that they won the money that maybe, just maybe, i got the cash since I won on the last day.. oh.. its killing me.. Now, i gotta wait till at least monday before UPS can bring me something ... what a long weekend it will be...

But, there is the race on sunday that I won tickets for .. that will be kewl... Go Tony Stewart!

Amen - Kid Rock

It's another night in hell
Another child won't live to tell
Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death

And as we sit free and well
Another soldier has to yell
Tell my wife and children I love them in his last breath

C'mon now amen, amen, amen

Habitual offenders, scumbag lawyers with agendas
I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know what's worse
Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors
Now God damn it I'm scared to send my children to church
And how can we seek salvation when our nations race relations
Got me feeling guilty of being white
But faith in human nature, our creator and our savior, I'm no saint
But I believe in what is right

C'mon now amen, amen
I said amen, amen

Stop pointing fingers and take some blame,
Pull your future away from the flame
Open up your mind and start to live
Stop short changing your neighbors
Living off hand outs and favors, and maybe
Give a little bit more than you got to give

Simplify, testify, identify, rectify
And if I get high stop being so uptight
It's only human nature and I am not a stranger
So baby won't you stay with me tonight

When a calls away
to break the sound
I'm faden down, I need someone
Oh to be someone
They just sinken down, and holden back
I hold the dawn and run
They don't save a child
Oh, to save a child

It's a matter of salvation from them patience up above,
So don't give up so damn easy on the one you love, one you love
Somewhere you got a brother, sister, friend, grandmother, niece or nephew
Just dying to be with you
You know there's someone out there who unconditionally, religiously, loves you
So just hold on 'cause you know it's true
And if you can take the pain
And you can withstand anything, and one day
Stand hand in hand with the truth

I said amen, I said amen
I said amen, I said amen,

Amen

I hate thieves!

So, someone broke into my house last week, they took all the change I had been saving, several prizes I had won, my old puter and my dvd recorder...they went through all the drawers, poured it all into the floor, made a horrible mess of the trailer.. and now, i dont think Ill ever feel safe there again by myself.

I know who it was, which makes it all the scarier cause I dont know them.. noone does.. the neighbors that moved in across the road kinda gave me bad vibes but I tried to be nice to them.. what did that get me? they kicked my door down and took my stuff.. assholes.

Im trying to get a new plan going.. something had to give soon.. I cant keep living like I am.. I want my own house, my own place where I can be with my things, my pets, myself. It is going to happen, one way or another.

Catlady's First ...

Finally started a blog.. will do my best to blog often. Plan on using this to post anything and everything so if you know me, or if you dont, stay tuned cause you never know what i might say!